CJ JOYNER

 

My lonely days are gone, I met my new friend.

She knocked on my door, I was blessed again.

We knew that moment, God brought us together.

Every moment since then, our life was better.

My lonely days are past, my dream came true.

A sweet and caring lady who loved me too.

She always cared for me, she treated me so nice.

She cooked me a meal, it was my favorite dirty rice.

My lonely days is over, I'm happy as can be.

Every time I saw her, she was always there for me.

She was crippled and alone, I became her caregiver.

She was always in pain, but still a cheerful giver.

My lonely days ended, nothing could go wrong.

We enjoyed dining out and shop all day long.

Her body was weak and pain more than ever.

God called her home, she's in heaven forever.

 

MY SPECIAL FRIEND CJ

 

You gave a cheer and a smile,

to one whose heart was sad.

You were helpful and generous,

which made me happy and glad.

You showed your kindness,

in every single way you knew.

You touched my lonely heart,

that even my smile came through.

You greeted me every day,

with your sweet and loving care.

You showed your thoughtfulness,

with food you were willing to share.

You did so many wonderful things,

to brighten my day.

God surely blessed me

when he sent you this way.

WELCOME TO HEAVEN CJ

 

When CJ passed away, part of me died.

I can't stop grieving, even though I tried.

I spent six years, with my best friend.

I had no life before and none since then.

She cared for me, I could really see.

She showed the love, she had for me.

I think of her and I start to weep.

I have only memories, I can keep.

She was an angel, bless her heart.

Every day I miss my sweetheart.

Now she is happy, since God called her home.

Welcome to Heaven, CJ, it's where you belong.

IF I HAD.........................

 

If I had one more moment, to see your face.

I'd run to you, and give you a warm embrace.

If I had one more day, that I could see you.

I'd take you to a restaurant, and dine for two.

If I had one more occasion, we could celebrate.

It would be your birthday, I know it would be great.

If I had one more time, to say a word or two.

I'd say Bless Your Heart, and I Love You too.

If we had one more meal, we'd cook together.

We would thank God, for the best times ever.

If I had one more visit, I'd sing you a song.

I would enjoy your company all day long.

If I had only one wish, you would be with me.

I'd welcome you home, and make your special tea.

If I could pick just one, to be our favorite holiday.

We'd prepare a special meal, on Thanksgiving Day.

If I had one more text, that I could send.

I would say, Thanks For Being My Friend.

They're so many things, I would want to say.

God surely blessed me, when you came my way.

BITTER TRUTH

 

My past is haunting me,

my regrets I'll never forget.

I lost my best friend,

the nicest person I ever met.

I've prayed day and night,

and asked others to pray for me too.

Why won't God help me?

I have no clue.

His silence is deafening,

and my efforts are done in vain.

I felt so helpless,

when I saw CJ in pain.

Her family deserted her,

and she had no friends.

I watched all this enfold,

and saw her life end.

God blessed CJ & I,

with six great years.

But when she died,

our future disappeared.

My prayers are left unanswered,

and here I am alone.

I know she is in heaven,

where it's home sweet home.

Precious Memories

 

On July 23, 2014,

it was God's plan.

For a lovely lady,

meet this lonely man.

I remember that moment,

 it's etched in my mind.

When I met her,

she was friendly and kind.

I take a moment,

I can also see.

Those precious memories,

she spent with me.

I saw our love,

 how much it's grown.

We lived in a place,

 we called our home.

I take a moment, 

I look back again.

I heard her say, 

you're my best friend.

It was six years, 

nothing like this before.

And it all began,

 with a knock on my door.

Video Tribute of HP & CJ

 

Someday when we are in heaven,

we cross paths again.

I'll be able to say to you,

Thanks for being my friend.

I MISS YOU

 

Tears flow down my face,

when I write this poem to you.

My heart longs for your presence,

my eyes misses your smile too.

Your words play over and over,

and your image appears again.

My ears listen to your voice,

when you say I was your friend.

Our days went to months,

and lasted for six years.

Those great times are gone,

and I'm left with only tears.

No more Bless Your Heart,

and no more I Love You.

No prayers before a meal,

no more dining for two.

Your Polish poet misses you,

my life will never be the same,

I'll never forget about you,

nor the day you came.

I can never say goodbye,

and let our memories fade away.

I look back at those times  

and wish you were here today .

 

YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE

 

We had joy, we had fun.

We were happy since day one.

We were thankful what God had done.

Since our friendship had begun. 

JULY 23, 2014

 

It was one day,

 after my dad died.

I still had moments,

when I cried.

But my life changed,

 and so much more.

When I heard,

 a knock on my door.

It was a fairy tale, 

I always dreamed of.

A truly amazing story,

 about two people in love.

It was a beginning,

 when life was better.

We were thankful,

 God brought us together. 

HP & CJ

 

We both needed someone that only God could do.

God answered our prayer, he blessed us too.

We're fragile and lonely, when our friendship begun.

Our days got better and we had lots of fun.

We were so happy, every time we got together.

On every occasion, it was the best times ever.

For all those times, we shared through the years.

It brought us closer in our joys and in our tears.

We had each other to listen and to share.

We clearly showed that we really did care.

Through the painful times, we had each other.

We never gave up since we loved one another.

From the first day we met, till her last day here.

The best six years I've had, with a friend so dear.

In my times of grief, I may see the sun rise today.

But life is not the same since she passed away.

A SPECIAL TRIBUTE

 

I was grieving,

 and I was a mess.

I lost my dad,

 and I was depressed.

There was no hope, 

I was ready to die.

Until a lovely lady,

 came over to say Hi.

It was that day,

 God brought us together.

My life changed, 

my days were better.

I miss her witty words,

 that she often shared.

She expressed herself,

 with remarkable flair.

We had something great,

it's hard to describe.

It surely was incredible,

that nobody could deny.

And now it all came to an end.

When I had a best friend.

CAROLYN JOYNER

 

I called her an angel, the first day we met.

She changed my life, a moment I won't forget.

Her precious smile brought sunshine my way.

She brightened my life each and every day.

I called her my friend, who made my life better.

I treasured every moment we were together.

Every time I saw her, our bond grew strong.

And it all started the moment she came along.

I called her sweetheart and many times my honey.

She made me feel special when I tried to be funny.    

She was an amazing lady who touched my heart.

How happy she made me right from the start. 

Our six years ended when she passed away.

That joy I had is gone and I'm feeling sad today.

I'm left with a pool of tears and sitting here alone.

But one good thing I know, is God took CJ home.

SOMEONE SPECIAL

 

The day we first met, 

I knew she was the one.

The very moment,

 our friendship had begun.

There was no looking back,

 to our lonely days.

We had something special,

 I'll remember always.

With countless visits,

 and calls on the phone.

Even a cozy dinner,

 when we were at home.

So many great memories,

that were made.

Especially the times,

when we always prayed.

When I look back,

in a moment like this.

Those times with her,

I surely do miss.

All those years,

with my best friend.

I know someday,

I'll see her again.

 

Two Lonely People

 

We were two good people living in a fairy tale.

We enjoyed each other's company and our love set sail.

We were two lonely people headed down the wrong way.

But we found each other and enjoyed this very day.

We were two nice people who deserved better than this.

Not the pain and agony, it's something we won't miss.

We were two friendly people that loved one another.

Her own family deserted her but we still had each other.

We were two hurting people in an unexpected journey.

We encountered hatred in front of bad company.

We were two loving people that are back on trail.

We encountered ridicule but our love did prevail.

CJ

 

My heart aches every time I see.

The empty chair near the TV.

This sweet lady suddenly passed away.

Part of me died and I'm left astray.

I miss CJ, she was my best friend.

We had great times till the end.

I know God will call me home too.

Till we meet again, I LOVE YOU!

CJ's NEW HOME

 

She's no longer lives with us,

she's with God in heaven.

She's no longer excluded, 

but welcomed in God's family.

She's no longer in agony, 

but enjoys the peace for eternity.

She's no longer in torment, 

but is happy in God's dwelling place.

She's no longer disabled, 

but healed from head to toe.

She's no longer stressed, 

she lives in perfect harmony.

She's no longer lonely, 

but in the presence of God.

She's no longer in pain,

since God called her home.

Journey to Remember

 

We started on a journey, directed by God himself.

Who took us on a path, we couldn't do ourselves.

It brought us joy and abundance of love.

Together with lots of care, thanks to God above.

We continued our journey with some bumpy roads.

Still guided by God that led us to a crossroad.

Unfortunately pain and agony came along our ride.

God was not a spectator, he still did provide.

Our journey continued with moments hard to explain.

With more afflictions, but God's presence still remain.

He never left us, though sometimes we felt alone.

He was still present, we were not on our own.

Our journey was not forever, it had an end.

But thanks to God, we were best friends.

I still think of her, she's etched in my heart.

Those memories I hold, it will never part.

 

DEAR CJ

 

We had something special, 

that even the angels knew.

They always looked down, 

and saw me with you.

Praying together was great, 

and give thanks to God too.

Every time I came home, 

I couldn't wait to see you.

You set up my own bed, 

and made me feel at home.

You always welcomed me, 

when I saw you in your room.

Six years doesn't seem long, 

but the memories sure do.

All the laughter's and the chats, 

and cooking we did too.

Bless your heart you said, 

and even I love you dear.

Those words are special, 

they're music to my ears.

Despite all the pain, 

you had to go through.

You found a way, 

to always help me too.

With God as my witness, 

I promise to do.

I will help someone else, 

in honor of you.

And someday soon, 

I will see you again.

When heaven gates open, 

and God invites me in.

MY DEAR FRIEND

 

I heard her voice yesterday on a recording again.

The sweet voice that came from my dear friend.

I stare at her photo and wonder why did it end?

I could only imagine what might have been.

My tears are words my heart can't express.

She was tormented and suffered in duress.

A sweet caring person with a big heart.

She had a pain that tore her apart.

I'm filled with anguish that I can't rid of.

My life is shattered I lost the one I loved.

My dear friend is gone after all those years.

I'm left with a photo and a pool of tears.