Tuesday, May 11, 2021

MATTER OF CHOICE

 

I'm stuck in my apartment with no one around.
No one even cares if I'm sick or feeling down.
I'm lost and lonely and ask God to help me through.
Open my heart and mind, show me what I can do.
My whole life is exposed, right before my eyes.
God revealed it to me and I come to realize.
I am a wretched sinner and therefore I need.
My savior Jesus before I can proceed.
I get down on my knees and say a prayer.
Repent of my sins and formally declare.
Jesus is the one I've been waiting for.
There is no one else that I want more.
So my journey continues, one day at a time.
To share God's message and let his glory shine.
I'll share my testimony using my own voice.
Tell everyone I see, JESUS is my choice.




Saturday, May 8, 2021

Your Servant Is Waiting

 


This has kept me awake, every day and night.

I'm looking for my mission but nothing in sight.

What is the will of God for the life of mine?

Whatever it is, I want your glory to shine.

Lead me down the path, where you want me.

I may not know when, but I'm ready as can be.

You know the harvest is full, but workers are few.

There are widows and orphans that are praying to you.

It's very difficult for me, with no purpose or plan.

I listen for your voice, the best way I can.

Whatever you have for me, it doesn't matter at all.

I'm here to do your will, I'm ready for your call.

I can't find anything, what choice do I make.

I rather wait for you and not make a mistake.

It's very clear now, it's a message to you.

Your servant is waiting, what can I do?



Wednesday, May 5, 2021

HP & CJ

 


We both needed someone that only God could do.

God answered our prayer, he blessed us too.

We're fragile and lonely, when our friendship begun.

Our days got better and we had lots of fun.

We were so happy, every time we got together.

On every occasion, it was the best times ever.

For all those times, we shared through the years.

It brought us closer in our joys and in our tears.

We had each other to listen and to share.

We clearly showed that we really did care.

Through the painful times, we had each other.

We never gave up since we loved one another.

From the first day we met, till her last day here.

The best six years I've had, with a friend so dear.

In my times of grief, I may see the sun rise today.

But life is not the same since she passed away.



Sunday, May 2, 2021

Please Call Me Home

 


I hold on to an ocean of tears.

Carried by burdens all those years.

Full of regrets I can't let go.

It's etched in my heart and soul.

I live in a world I dread to see.

Surrounded by people who hate me.

Loneliness clouds me all day long.

Living in the past where I don't belong.

I PRAY TO JESUS PLEASE CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

THE GLORIOUS DAY YOU'LL APPEAR AGAIN.

THIS TIME TO REIGN AND INVITE US IN.

You blessed me with a best friend.

I cried when I saw her life end.

My grief overwhelms me, my life looks bleak.

My hope is in Jesus,  my savior is who I seek.

I won't be complete until I see you.

Embrace the love you have for me too.

I wait for the day to be with you forever.

And spend an eternity in the best place ever.

I PRAY TO JESUS PLEASE CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

THE GLORIOUS DAY YOU'LL APPEAR AGAIN.

THIS TIME TO REIGN AND INVITE US IN. 





Thursday, April 29, 2021

TAKE ME HOME

 


I'm hurting inside so it's hard to do this.

With the loss of CJ who I surely miss.

I'm stuck at home with no one around.

After she passed away, I'm feeling down.

I hate this life when evil gets their way.

Earth is not home, I'm not here to stay.

Heaven is what I am waiting for.

There is nothing else I want more.

TAKE ME HOME TO YOUR FATHER'S PLACE.

PREPARED FOR ME BY HIS AMAZING GRACE.

WHERE MY NEW HOME WILL ALWAYS BE.

TOGETHER WITH CJ AND HER FAMILY.

My smile is gone and there's no laughter.

I keep praying for the promised hereafter.

I read the bible daily, it gives me hope.

I'm in deep trouble, it's hard to cope.

I pray incessantly and thank the Lord.

Jesus is coming back, with my reward.

I begin each day with thanks and prayer.

No matter what happens, he's always there.

TAKE ME HOME TO YOUR FATHER'S PLACE.

PREPARED FOR ME BY HIS AMAZING GRACE.

WHERE MY NEW HOME WILL ALWAYS BE.

TOGETHER WITH CJ AND HER FAMILY.



Monday, April 26, 2021

A SPECIAL TRIBUTE

 


I was grieving and I was a mess.

I lost my dad and I was depressed.

Searched for a friend but I found none.

I wondered if my last days had begun.

There was no hope, I was ready to die.

Until a lovely lady came over to say Hi.

It was that day God brought us together.

My life changed, my days were better.

I miss her witty words that she often shared.

She expressed herself with remarkable flair.

An awe inspiring beginning to our great story.

God blessed us both and he deserves the glory.

My grieving never stops and my heart still beats.

Because when I had CJ, she made me complete.

But when I go out now, her image will appear.

It's hard to move on, when I still think she's still here.

I gave you a glimpse on what she did for me.

She made an impact that will last for eternity.

Now I'm grieving again, I lost my friend.

I stop and wonder what might have been.




Thursday, April 22, 2021

CAROLYN JOYNER


 

I call her an angel, the first day we met.

She changed my life, a moment I won't forget.

Her precious smile that lights the way.

She brightens my life each and every day.

I call her my friend, who made my life better.

I treasured every moment that we were together.

When I'm with her, it's where we belong.

Every time I saw her, our bond grew strong.

I call her sweetheart, she showed her compassion.

She made me feel special on every occasion.    

She's an amazing lady who touched my heart.

How happy she made me right from the start. 

Our six years ended when she passed away.

That joy we had is gone and it left me astray.

I'm left with a pool of tears and I'm here alone.

While I grieve I know, that God took CJ home.




Monday, April 19, 2021

Pauper's Grave

 


Don't bother with this body,

I'm no longer here.

It belongs in a pauper's grave,

my instructions are clear.

Please don't call anyone,

even if they are next of kin.

If they came when I was alive,

I would gladly invite them in.

I received no assistance,

from my family or friends.

No reason to help me now,

for my life came to an end.

There is no need for a funeral,

and no tears to shed.

No need for an obituary,

to say I'm dead.

Now you know my message,

so don't be sad.

God has called me home,

you should be glad.



Saturday, April 17, 2021

Another Moment Of Truth

 


Everyone needs help, that's nothing new.

The real question is, who will help you?

You could find an answer by reading a self-help book.

Or find a religion, they'll tell you where to look.

Someone will tell you, money will make you happy.

While others will say, go get yourself a puppy.

You could make a wish and your problem will go away.

While others will preach read your horoscope today.

You could close your eyes and think it will disappear.

You look into astrology and think the answer is there.

You could certainly pretend your problem is gone.

Or use illegal drugs, no matter if it's right or wrong.

You can find someone who claims they can save you.

You could say you don't need help and believe it's true.

There is only one answer in this moment of truth.

His name is JESUS who can help you through.

Wednesday, April 14, 2021

After The Promise

 


The bible has promises more than I could memorize.

But that assurance diminished right before my eyes.

My life with CJ was like a fairy tale.

But calamity appeared that myth soon failed.

I saw her suffer and scream in agony.

Then hardship followed caused by her family.

The affliction soon followed what seemed like a curse.

Our hope was crushed, it seemed to get worse.

You made a choice that really affected me.

You allowed the evil turn our life into tragedy.

With a broken home and even broken hearts.

I saw all the malice and people torn apart.

Loved ones are gone without saying goodbye.

Tears keep flowing and watch someone die.

I had this dream we would have a happy ending.

But soon that faded when I saw her dying.

My smile is gone and no more laughter.

I still keep praying for the hereafter.

Dazed and tattered left me with more than fear.

It left me this question, what am I doing here?



Sunday, April 11, 2021

SOMETHING SPECIAL

 


The day we first met, I knew you were the one.

The very moment our friendship had begun.

There was no looking back to our lonely days.

We had something special in so many ways.

With countless visits and calls on the phone.

Even a romantic dinner when we're at home.

We had something great, it's hard to describe.

It surely was incredible that nobody could deny.

We were blessed when God brought us together.

Our bond grew stronger and love for one another.

We enjoyed those times even for a daily routine.

For the two of us, it was our favorite scene.

We started off looking for companionship.

And we built it on a strong relationship.

We were filled with love and admiration.

We had the best times on every occasion.


 

Thursday, April 8, 2021

Two Lonely People

 


We were two good people living in a fairy tale.

We enjoyed each other's company and our love set sail.

We were two lonely people headed down the wrong way.

But we found each other and enjoyed this very day.

We were two nice people who deserved better than this.

Not the pain and agony, it's something we won't miss.

We were two friendly people that loved one another.

Her own family deserted her but we still had each other.

We were two hurting people in an unexpected journey.

We encountered hatred in front of bad company.

We were two loving people that are back on trail.

We encountered ridicule but our love did prevail.



Monday, April 5, 2021

CJ

 


My heart aches every time I see.

The empty chair near the TV.

This sweet lady suddenly passed away.

Part of me died and I'm left astray.

I miss CJ, she was my best friend.

We had great times till the end.

I know God will call me home too.

Till we meet again, I LOVE YOU!