Wednesday, June 16, 2021

CUTE LITTLE DITTY


 I met a lady who looks very pretty.
I found her funny and downright witty.
Those blue eyes and smile are so appealing.
My heart can't stop this great feeling.
Just the way she talks, its music to my ears.
I finally meet the one, after all those years.
I don't make a fuss and just play it cool.
I'll take it slowly, don't want to be a fool.
The moment our eyes meet, the time is right.
Both of us were lonely, but we've got tonight.
She takes my hand, we go for a walk.
I'm a little bit shy but I start to talk.
Next thing I know, she asked me for a date.
My answer is yes, I can hardly wait.
It's dining for two, candle lit dinner.
I know she's mine, the moment I met her.


Sunday, June 13, 2021

DO EVERYTHING WITH LOVE

 


I am a complete mess!

I feel like trash much less.

I wonder what I can do.

When I'm hurting too.

Where do I go from here?

How do I stop this fear?

I fell and got back up again.

But I have no best friend.

With no purpose and no car.

I can't see how I got this far.

There's no reason to look back.

But I can see clearly what I lack.

If I knew back then, what I know now.

I can do more, so I make this vow.

I focus on Jesus and always think of.

Everything I do, I do with LOVE!



Thursday, June 10, 2021

LORD, IS IT TIME?

 


I have no purpose, not even a plan.

No dream or vision for this lonely man.

The evil one comes, it torments me every day.

I'm overwhelmed by grief, no help is on the way.

LORD IS IT TIME,

 TO CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU, 

WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

WHERE LOVE AND PEACE EXIST,

 NO MORE TEARS TO CRY.

IN YOUR PRESENCE FOREVER, 

LORD IS IT TIME?

Darkness surrounds me, silence fills my ears.

Misery clouds over me, my eyes are filled with tears.

Lost my dear friend, it breaks my heart.

Loneliness consumes me, it tears me apart.

LORD IS IT TIME, 

TO CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU,

 WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

WHERE LOVE AND PEACE EXIST,

 NO MORE TEARS TO CRY.

IN YOUR PRESENCE FOREVER, 

LORD IS IT TIME?

False accusations keep me in constant fear.

My pillow covers my face, not my own tears.

Phone seldom rings, no knock on my door.

I can't find a reason to live any more.

LORD, IS IT TIME, 

TO CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU, 

WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

WHERE LOVE AND PEACE EXIST, 

NO MORE TEARS TO CRY.

IN YOUR PRESENCE FOREVER,

 LORD IS IT TIME?

I hate this world with the filth and mess.

I can't stop this anxiety or even my stress.

I begin to wonder how long will this curse last.

I can't forgive myself what happened in the past.

LORD IS IT TIME, 

TO CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU, 

WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

WHERE LOVE AND PEACE EXIST, 

NO MORE TEARS TO CRY.

IN YOUR PRESENCE FOREVER, 

LORD IS IT TIME?





Monday, June 7, 2021

Friday, June 4, 2021

I MISS YOU

 


Tears flow down my face,

when I write this poem to you.

My heart longs for your presence,

my eyes misses your smile too.

Your words play over and over,

when your image appears again.

My ears listen to your voice,

when you say I was your friend.

Our days went to months,

and lasted for six years.

Now the joys and laughter's are gone,

and I'm left with only tears.

No more Bless Your Heart,

and no more I Love You.

No more prayers before a meal,

no more dining for two.

Your Polish poet misses you,

my life will never be the same,

I'll never forget about you,

nor the day you came.

I can never say goodbye,

and let our memories fade away.

I look back at those times  

and wish you were here today .



 

Tuesday, June 1, 2021

WHAT IF ?

 


I'm walking into darkness

 that seems to have no end.

Always looking back

 and wonder what might have been.

If God chose another way,

 to help me and help CJ.

To heal and bless us both

 instead of anguish and pain.

I'm living my days alone,

 in my time of despair.

Always looking back,

 when no one did care.

When God allowed calamity

 that effected each other.

If God chose another way

 that would keep us together.

I'm filled with lots of emotion

 that plaque me in my journey.

Always looking back

 to all the people who hurt me.

Why God allowed this cruelty

 to ruin everything in my life.

If God chose another way

 to bring peace and not strife.

I'm in a helpless state,

 isolated from any hope.

Without any friends around

 and it's hard to cope. 

Why God allowed this to happen

 that led to a tragedy.

If God chose another way,

 to bring joy instead of agony.

I'm waiting for the day

 when God calls me home.

Away from this hateful world

 and where I'm not alone.

Where love always prevail

 and we are in harmony.

When Jesus will finally appear

 and we are all a family.



Friday, May 28, 2021

Wednesday, May 26, 2021

I VOLUNTEER .......

 


What can I do, what can I say?

Where do I go, show me the way.

If there is a need and workers are few.

You can send me, I'll do it for you.

If there is a way, I can lend a hand.

You can count on me, every time I can.

If there is a moment, when there is a call.

They need some help, no deed is small.

I'll always volunteer just because.

I'm willing to help for a good cause.

I'll surely help, it's the right thing to do.

I'll cheerfully give if that will help you.

I'll devote my time and all my energy.

I can also provide my talent and ability.

If there is a charity, I'll certainly chip in.

Let me know how much and to say when.

I'll contribute my services or even my time.

Any paperwork, I'll sign on the dotted line.

I'll always volunteer just because.

I'm willing to help for a good cause.



Saturday, May 22, 2021

I NEED JESUS

 


Last year was a disaster and future looked bleak.
I am a wretched sinner and I am very weak.
I'm still tormented daily with so much stress.
Now I look at myself and all I see is a mess.
What should I do now when I am depressed?
I need someone to help me during my duress.
I can't do anything which I know and confess.
Therefore I need Jesus and nothing less.
I ask you Lord to create a new heart in me.
Take out the old and now I belong to thee.
I give you my heart, take me where I need to go.
Use my hands and voice to let your people know.
You are the truth and life, there's no other way.
So I get down on my knees and I start to pray.
I give thanks to the Lord and praise him every day.
I'm looking for my Savior to please help me today.


Thursday, May 20, 2021

Heaven

 


I'm ready to go to a place prepared for me.

Heaven is my destination, that's where I'll be.

In the presence of God, I can't wait to see.

Thanks to Jesus Christ, who set me free.

I'm ready to go to a place beyond the sky.

Where love and peace exist, no tears to cry.

In the presence of angels and feel an eternal bliss.

There's nothing on earth that's better than this.

I'm ready to go to my new home for a eternity.

No bitterness or dissension but a place of unity.

In the presence of family, gathered all together.

No hate or jealously but love for one another.



Monday, May 17, 2021

JULY 23, 2014

 


It was one day after my dad died.

I still had moments when I cried.

But life changed and much more.

When I heard a knock on my door.

It was a fairy tale, I always dreamed of.

A true story about two people in love.

It was a beginning when life was better.

We were thankful God brought us together. 



Friday, May 14, 2021

Dear Grieving Heart

 


Dear grieving heart, I know it hurts inside.
Where you build a wall and lay there to hide.
Your life is shattered and you're torn apart.
You can't stop it, it's killing your heart.
You live each day on a road to nowhere.
Where you find out, no one is there.
Where laughter and friendship is gone.
No matter what you do, it's no longer fun.
Where silence takes over any sound.
There is no love you can see around.
Holding hands are just a memory.
Words of I LOVE YOU are fading.
The pain and agony still linger.
You have no stamina or vigor.
Grieving seems to have no end.
You never find that friend again.




Tuesday, May 11, 2021

MATTER OF CHOICE

 

I'm stuck in my apartment with no one around.
No one even cares if I'm sick or feeling down.
I'm lost and lonely and ask God to help me through.
Open my heart and mind, show me what I can do.
My whole life is exposed, right before my eyes.
God revealed it to me and I come to realize.
I am a wretched sinner and therefore I need.
My savior Jesus before I can proceed.
I get down on my knees and say a prayer.
Repent of my sins and formally declare.
Jesus is the one I've been waiting for.
There is no one else that I want more.
So my journey continues, one day at a time.
To share God's message and let his glory shine.
I'll share my testimony using my own voice.
Tell everyone I see, JESUS is my choice.