BITTER TRUTH

 

My past is haunting me,

my regrets I'll never forget.

I lost my best friend,

the nicest person I ever met.

I've prayed day and night,

and asked others to pray for me too.

Why won't God help me?

I have no clue.

His silence is deafening,

and my efforts are done in vain.

I felt so helpless,

when I saw CJ in pain.

Her family deserted her,

and she had no friends.

I watched all this enfold,

and saw her life end.

God blessed CJ & I,

with six great years.

But when she died,

our future disappeared.

My prayers are left unanswered,

and here I am alone.

I know she is in heaven,

where it's home sweet home.

Precious Memories

 

On July 23, 2014,

it was God's plan.

For a lovely lady,

meet this lonely man.

I remember that moment,

 it's etched in my mind.

When I met her,

she was friendly and kind.

I take a moment,

I can also see.

Those precious memories,

she spent with me.

I saw our love,

 how much it's grown.

We lived in a place,

 we called our home.

I take a moment, 

I look back again.

I heard her say, 

you're my best friend.

It was six years, 

nothing like this before.

And it all began,

 with a knock on my door.

A CRY FOR HELP

 

I have no purpose, I have no plan.

I lost my friend that's when this began.

No sign of relief, no ray of hope.

I carry a heavy burden, it's hard to cope.

I'm lost and lonely and I'm still hurting.

I feel so helpless, that I am certain.

So many regrets, many tears I cried.

Faced with no future, I am terrified.

I cannot deny it, I cannot lie.

I cannot ignore it, my desire to die.

I am so scared, my life will soon end.

I have no choice, I have no friend.

MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN

 I met a lady who looks very pretty.

I found her funny and downright witty.

Those blue eyes and smile are so appealing.

My heart can't stop this happy feeling.

Just the way she talks, its music to my ears.

I finally met the one, after all those years.

I don't make a fuss and just play it cool.

I'll take it slowly, don't want to be a fool.

The moment our eyes meet, the time is right.

Both of us were lonely, but we've got tonight.

She takes my hand, we go for a walk.

I'm a little bit shy but I start to talk.

Next thing I know, she asked me for a date.

My answer is yes, I can hardly wait.

It's dining for two, candle lit dinner.

I know she's mine, the moment I met her.

DO EVERYTHING WITH LOVE

 

I am a complete mess!

I feel like trash much less.

I wonder what I can do.

When I'm hurting too.

Where do I go from here?

How do I stop this fear?

I fell and got back up again.

But I have no best friend.

With no purpose and no car.

I can't see how I got this far.

There's no reason to look back.

But I can see clearly what I lack.

If I knew back then, what I know now.

I can do more, so I make this vow.

I focus on Jesus and always think of.

Everything I do, I do with LOVE!

LORD, IS IT TIME?

 

I have no purpose, not even a plan.

No dream or vision for this lonely man.

The evil one comes, it torments me every day.

I'm overwhelmed by grief, no help is on the way.

LORD IS IT TIME,

 TO CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU, 

WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

WHERE LOVE AND PEACE EXIST,

 NO MORE TEARS TO CRY.

IN YOUR PRESENCE FOREVER, 

LORD IS IT TIME?

Darkness surrounds me, silence fills my ears.

Misery clouds over me, my eyes are filled with tears.

Lost my dear friend, it breaks my heart.

Loneliness consumes me, it tears me apart.

LORD IS IT TIME, 

TO CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU,

 WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

WHERE LOVE AND PEACE EXIST,

 NO MORE TEARS TO CRY.

IN YOUR PRESENCE FOREVER, 

LORD IS IT TIME?

False accusations keep me in constant fear.

My pillow covers my face, not my own tears.

Phone seldom rings, no knock on my door.

I can't find a reason to live any more.

LORD, IS IT TIME, 

TO CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU, 

WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

WHERE LOVE AND PEACE EXIST, 

NO MORE TEARS TO CRY.

IN YOUR PRESENCE FOREVER,

 LORD IS IT TIME?

I hate this world with the filth and mess.

I can't stop this anxiety or even my stress.

I begin to wonder how long will this curse last.

I can't forgive myself what happened in the past.

LORD IS IT TIME, 

TO CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU, 

WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

WHERE LOVE AND PEACE EXIST, 

NO MORE TEARS TO CRY.

IN YOUR PRESENCE FOREVER, 

LORD IS IT TIME?

Video Tribute of HP & CJ

 

Someday when we are in heaven,

we cross paths again.

I'll be able to say to you,

Thanks for being my friend.

I MISS YOU

 

Tears flow down my face,

when I write this poem to you.

My heart longs for your presence,

my eyes misses your smile too.

Your words play over and over,

and your image appears again.

My ears listen to your voice,

when you say I was your friend.

Our days went to months,

and lasted for six years.

Those great times are gone,

and I'm left with only tears.

No more Bless Your Heart,

and no more I Love You.

No prayers before a meal,

no more dining for two.

Your Polish poet misses you,

my life will never be the same,

I'll never forget about you,

nor the day you came.

I can never say goodbye,

and let our memories fade away.

I look back at those times  

and wish you were here today .