My past is haunting me,
my regrets I'll never forget.
I lost my best friend,
the nicest person I ever met.
I've prayed day and night,
and asked others to pray for me too.
Why won't God help me?
I have no clue.
His silence is deafening,
and my efforts are done in vain.
I felt so helpless,
when I saw CJ in pain.
Her family deserted her,
and she had no friends.
I watched all this enfold,
and saw her life end.
God blessed CJ & I,
with six great years.
But when she died,
our future disappeared.
My prayers are left unanswered,
and here I am alone.
I know she is in heaven,
where it's home sweet home.
