Tuesday, August 3, 2021

I PUT GOD FIRST

 


I'm still torn apart, the moment God revealed.

I saw all my hidden sins, they are for real.

I bowed down in shame, I was a slave to sin.

 Please forgive me, and let my new life begin.

Create a new heart, and what I should be.

I deny myself because it's not about me.

Jesus is my savior, I will always proclaim.

I'll do everything in the power of his name

So I start my day and I put God first.

I seek the Lord like I'm dying for thirst.

I pull out my bible, I spend time to study God's word.

Every time I hear a sermon, I remember what I heard.

Etched in my heart, I believe God's word is true.

They are for my life, I know what I need to do.

I take up the shield of faith and go out the door.

God is always with me and now I can do more.



Saturday, July 31, 2021

SILENT CRY FOR HELP


 So many people are lonely, crippled and hurting too.
There are others who need help, but workers are few.
Who can cheer them up and put a smile on their face.
Who wants to take the time to come to their place.
THEY LIVE EACH DAY WITH NOBODY AROUND.
THEY DON'T SEE ANYONE BUT THE SUN GO DOWN.
THEY ARE WAITING FOR YOU BUT THEIR HOPES FADE.
ANOTHER DAY AND NO NEW MEMORIES WERE MADE.
They stare at the window and they hope to see.
That someone will come to make them happy.
Every hour that passes and no one is there.
Their hearts cry out, does anybody care?
THEY LIVE EACH DAY WITH NOBODY AROUND.
THEY DON'T SEE ANYONE BUT THE SUN GO DOWN,
THEY ARE WAITING FOR YOU BUT THEIR HOPES FADE.
ANOTHER DAY AND NO NEW MEMORIES WERE MADE.
They waited all day and no one stopped by.
Not one person called, not even to say Hi.
They prayed to God, and they hope to die.
No reason to live, what's left here is to cry.
THEY LIVE EACH DAY WITH NOBODY AROUND.
THEY DON'T SEE ANYONE BUT THE SUN GO DOWN.
THEY ARE WAITING FOR YOU BUT THEIR HOPES FADE.
ANOTHER DAY AND NO NEW MEMORIES WERE MADE.







Wednesday, July 28, 2021

GOD CAN SEE

 


You seem to find out where all the fun is.

You drink and cuss, you're Ok with this.

You break someone's heart and walk away.

You don't even know if it's night or day.

YOU CAN'T HIDE ALL YOUR SINS,

AND YOUR PRIDE GOD CAN SEE.

I THOUGHT BY NOW YOU'D REALIZE,

GOD CAN SEE YOU THROUGH YOUR LIES.

Late at night, you cry out all your tears.

You're still unhappy after all those years.

You begin to wonder, what am I doing here?

You're a slave to sin and you start to fear.

YOU CAN'T HIDE ALL YOUR SINS,

AND YOUR PRIDE GOD CAN SEE.

I THOUGHT BY NOW YOU'D REALIZE,

GOD CAN SEE YOU THROUGH YOUR LIES.

You draw up your plans, you can hardly wait.

You ignore Jesus daily, now it's getting late.

Your body soon decays, it's hard to sleep.

When you die, what can you keep?

YOU CAN'T HIDE ALL YOUR SINS,

AND YOUR PRIDE GOD CAN SEE.

I THOUGHT BY NOW YOU'D REALIZE,

GOD CAN SEE YOU THROUGH YOUR LIES.

Your friend reminds you, "you got to be saved".

You can't ignore him, soon you'll be in a grave.

You have no other option, there's only one way.

Be sorry for your sins, there's no time to delay.  

YOU CAN'T HIDE ALL YOUR SINS,

AND YOUR PRIDE GOD CAN SEE.

I THOUGHT BY NOW YOU'D REALIZE.

GOD CAN SEE YOU THROUGH YOUR LIES.




Sunday, July 25, 2021

NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH

 


It's not about my words or even my tears.

It's about my heart, if I am really sincere.

If I say I'm sorry and walk away and forget.

I haven't changed at all, nor do I regret.

It's not about if I prayed and what words I said.

God knows my intentions, inside my head.

My mind can fool me, it can say I'm OK.

What matters the most, what will God say.

I am nothing without Jesus,  my life looks grim.

Any unforgiven sin, I can't hide it from him.

The end is near, God's word remains true.

Time is running out, what will you do?



Wednesday, July 21, 2021

DEAR JESUS

 


Jesus Lord my savior, I am guilty again.
I confess I'm a sinner, let my healing begin.
I'm filled with anguish, I call on Lord of mercy.
I confess all my sins, please forgive me.
I need you Jesus, I'm nothing without you.
I need my savior to help me too.
I need a redeemer to save my soul.
Create a new heart to make me whole.
I look at myself, I see a sinner.
With self-pleasing pride and not a giver.
My thoughts and my feelings was all I knew.
Now I deny myself and I think about you.
I'm overcome with shame, I'm living in sin.
I'm consumed with guilt, where do I begin.
I'm trembling inside, not worthy to say.
Please forgive me now, to Jesus I pray.


Monday, July 19, 2021

MY SPECIAL FRIEND CJ

 


You gave a cheer and a smile,

to one whose heart was sad.

You were helpful and generous,

which made me happy and glad.

You showed your kindness,

in every single way you knew.

You touched my lonely heart,

that even my smile came through.

You greeted me every day,

with your sweet and loving care.

You showed your thoughtfulness,

with food you were willing to share.

You did so many wonderful things,

to brighten my day.

God surely blessed me

for sending you this way.




Friday, July 16, 2021

I am a SINNER

 


There and then I lived a life of shame.

All those years looking for fortune and fame.

My mind was filled with so much pride.

Nothing good to show but hate inside.

Here and now I look back and I cry.

I am a sinner, what good am I?

I have so many regrets that I had to face.

My unforgiven sins, a life of disgrace.

I come as I am with nothing worthy.

Ask God of grace to show me mercy.

Please forgive me for all my sins.

Create a new heart so I can begin.

My new life and give you all the glory.

Spread the good news and share my story.



Tuesday, July 13, 2021

KEEP THE FAITH

 


Whenever you are down and feeling really sad.

Even when you're ill and your day is going bad.

Anytime you worry or have some fear.

Maybe you feel alone and long for someone near.

Remember that God is there beside you.

He's always there to help you through.

That's a promise he will never forsake.

Just remember to keep the faith.

Whenever there is trouble or any type of pain.

Even when you struggle and your effort seems in vain.

Anytime there is a burden or even a broken heart.

Maybe there is some grief and you're torn apart.

Remember that God is there beside you.

He's always there to help you through.

That's a promise he will never forsake.

Just remember to keep the faith.

There may come a time when something goes wrong.

It seems to linger on and your life seems gone.

Whenever that happens and you're wondering what to do.

You got to believe in God and know he'll help you too.

Remember that God is there beside you.

He's always there to help you through.

That's a promise he will never forsake.

Just remember to keep the faith.





Saturday, July 10, 2021

LOVE STREET

 


I'm standing at the corner of Love Street.

I'm searching for someone I can meet.

I'm embarking on this important journey.

To give my heart to one who is worthy.

So I picked LOVE STREET, it's a great site.

They clearly show my future looks bright.

I like those odds, without a roll of dice.

So it won't be hard to see who is nice.

I look at the profiles and check every view.

I look for matches and there's very few.

I scroll up and down and then I see you.

We are a match, can this be true?

I'm filled with emotions, do you feel it too.

Now it's your turn, what will you do?

The message is clear, I need to know.

Will you say yes or will you say no?




Wednesday, July 7, 2021

WELCOME TO HEAVEN CJ

 


When CJ passed away, part of me died.

I can't stop grieving, even though I tried.

I spent six years, with my best friend.

I had no life before and none since then.

She cared for me, I could really see.

She showed the love, she had for me.

I think of her and I start to weep.

I have only memories, I can keep.

She was an angel, bless her heart.

Every day I miss my sweetheart.

Now she is happy since God called her home.

Welcome to Heaven, CJ, it's where you belong.



Sunday, July 4, 2021

THIS HEART OF MINE

 


It's etched in my heart and soul that I want to give.

But when my friend dies, there's no reason to live.

I gave my heart I never expected it back.

But God took her life, I know what I lack.

Life was never meant to live on your own.

Nor sitting on the couch with your phone.

When emptiness comes, it's like a balloon pop.

Depression seeps in, it's something you can't stop.

THIS HEART OF MINE NEEDS TO FIND.

A FRIEND WHO IS CHEERFUL AND KIND.

SOMEONE WHO LOVES TO SHARE AND CARE

SOMEONE WHO WILL ALWAYS BE THERE.

I hate every moment, nothing to look forward too.

Just an empty apartment, no one is missing you.

The phone remains silent, it seldom rings.

When I hear it, wrong number it brings.

Loneliness surrounds me, the pain is real.

I lost my best friend, that's what I feel.

This vacant space lingers, it still lies inside.

Where my lonely heart is there to hide.

THIS HEART OF MINE NEEDS TO FIND.

A FRIEND WHO IS CHEERFUL AND KIND.

SOMEONE WHO LOVES TO SHARE AND CARE.

SOMEONE WHO WILL ALWAYS BE THERE.



Thursday, July 1, 2021

IF I HAD.........................

 


If I had one more moment to see your face.

I'd run to you and give you a warm embrace.

If I had one more day that I could see you.

I'd take you to Cracker Barrel and dine for two.

If I had one more occasion for me to plan.

I'd surprise you on your birthday if I can.

If I had one more time to say a word or two.

I'd say Bless Your Heart and I Love You too.

If we had one more meal, we'd cook together.

We would thank God for the best times ever.

If I had one more visit, I'd sing you a song.

I would enjoy your company all day long.

If I had only one wish, you would be with me.

I'd welcome you home and make your special tea.

If I could pick just one, to be our favorite holiday.

We'd prepare a special meal on Thanksgiving Day.

If I had one more text that I could send.

I would say, Thanks For Being My Friend.



Monday, June 28, 2021

BITTER TRUTH

 



My past is haunting me,
my regrets I'll never forget.
I lost my best friend,
the nicest person I ever met.
I've prayed day and night,
and asked others to pray for me too.
Why won't God help me?
I have no clue.
His silence is deafening,
and my efforts are done in vain.
I felt so helpless,
when I saw CJ in pain.
Her family deserted her,
and she had no friends.
I watched all this enfold,
and saw her life end.
God blessed CJ & I,
with six great years.
But when she died,
our future disappeared.
My prayers are left unanswered,
and here I am alone.
I know she is in heaven,
where it's home sweet home.




Friday, June 25, 2021

CAREGIVER

 


Always comfort them, when they are in pain.

Even when you listen, it's never done in vain.

Go spend sometime, when they are alone.

If you can't visit, call them on the phone.

Listen to their stories, it means so much to them.

Even if they repeat it, they are all a gem.

A much needed hug or you wipe a tear.

You let them know, you'll always be there.

Don't forget to say the words, I LOVE YOU!

Make sure they know, they are special too.

You can do so much, when you add a smile.

Love knows no boundaries, it's all worthwhile.

Maintain your composure, always participate.

Always look for ways to make them feel great.

Repeat what you say, if they have a hard time to hear.

You can make then comfortable when you are near.

You can stay positive when something goes wrong.

Use this very moment to play their favorite song.

All the caregiving duties, one word to think of.

Any thing you say or do, do it with LOVE!



Tuesday, June 22, 2021

Precious Memories

 


I take a moment etched in time.

When I met you, you were mine.

From our lonesome days it was God's plan.

For a lovely woman meet this lonely man.

I take a moment and I can also see.

All those precious memories of you and me.

I can see our love how much it's grown.

We lived in a place we called our home.

I take a moment and look back again.

When I heard you say, you're my best friend.

Six great years, nothing like this before.

And it all began with a knock on my door.



Friday, June 18, 2021

A CRY FOR HELP

 


I have no purpose, I have no plan.

I lost my friend that's when this began.

No sign of relief, no ray of hope.

I carry a heavy burden, it's hard to cope.

I'm lost and lonely and I'm still hurting.

I feel so helpless, that I am certain.

So many regrets, many tears I cried.

Faced with no future, I am terrified.

I cannot deny it, I cannot lie.

I cannot ignore it, my desire to die.

I am so scared, my life will soon end.

I have no choice, I have no friend.



Wednesday, June 16, 2021

CUTE LITTLE DITTY


 I met a lady who looks very pretty.
I found her funny and downright witty.
Those blue eyes and smile are so appealing.
My heart can't stop this great feeling.
Just the way she talks, its music to my ears.
I finally meet the one, after all those years.
I don't make a fuss and just play it cool.
I'll take it slowly, don't want to be a fool.
The moment our eyes meet, the time is right.
Both of us were lonely, but we've got tonight.
She takes my hand, we go for a walk.
I'm a little bit shy but I start to talk.
Next thing I know, she asked me for a date.
My answer is yes, I can hardly wait.
It's dining for two, candle lit dinner.
I know she's mine, the moment I met her.


Sunday, June 13, 2021

DO EVERYTHING WITH LOVE

 


I am a complete mess!

I feel like trash much less.

I wonder what I can do.

When I'm hurting too.

Where do I go from here?

How do I stop this fear?

I fell and got back up again.

But I have no best friend.

With no purpose and no car.

I can't see how I got this far.

There's no reason to look back.

But I can see clearly what I lack.

If I knew back then, what I know now.

I can do more, so I make this vow.

I focus on Jesus and always think of.

Everything I do, I do with LOVE!



Thursday, June 10, 2021

LORD, IS IT TIME?

 


I have no purpose, not even a plan.

No dream or vision for this lonely man.

The evil one comes, it torments me every day.

I'm overwhelmed by grief, no help is on the way.

LORD IS IT TIME,

 TO CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU, 

WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

WHERE LOVE AND PEACE EXIST,

 NO MORE TEARS TO CRY.

IN YOUR PRESENCE FOREVER, 

LORD IS IT TIME?

Darkness surrounds me, silence fills my ears.

Misery clouds over me, my eyes are filled with tears.

Lost my dear friend, it breaks my heart.

Loneliness consumes me, it tears me apart.

LORD IS IT TIME, 

TO CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU,

 WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

WHERE LOVE AND PEACE EXIST,

 NO MORE TEARS TO CRY.

IN YOUR PRESENCE FOREVER, 

LORD IS IT TIME?

False accusations keep me in constant fear.

My pillow covers my face, not my own tears.

Phone seldom rings, no knock on my door.

I can't find a reason to live any more.

LORD, IS IT TIME, 

TO CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU, 

WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

WHERE LOVE AND PEACE EXIST, 

NO MORE TEARS TO CRY.

IN YOUR PRESENCE FOREVER,

 LORD IS IT TIME?

I hate this world with the filth and mess.

I can't stop this anxiety or even my stress.

I begin to wonder how long will this curse last.

I can't forgive myself what happened in the past.

LORD IS IT TIME, 

TO CALL ME HOME.

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU, 

WHERE I WON'T BE ALONE.

WHERE LOVE AND PEACE EXIST, 

NO MORE TEARS TO CRY.

IN YOUR PRESENCE FOREVER, 

LORD IS IT TIME?





Monday, June 7, 2021

Friday, June 4, 2021

I MISS YOU

 


Tears flow down my face,

when I write this poem to you.

My heart longs for your presence,

my eyes misses your smile too.

Your words play over and over,

when your image appears again.

My ears listen to your voice,

when you say I was your friend.

Our days went to months,

and lasted for six years.

Now the joys and laughter's are gone,

and I'm left with only tears.

No more Bless Your Heart,

and no more I Love You.

No more prayers before a meal,

no more dining for two.

Your Polish poet misses you,

my life will never be the same,

I'll never forget about you,

nor the day you came.

I can never say goodbye,

and let our memories fade away.

I look back at those times  

and wish you were here today .



 

Tuesday, June 1, 2021

WHAT IF ?

 


I'm walking into darkness

 that seems to have no end.

Always looking back

 and wonder what might have been.

If God chose another way,

 to help me and help CJ.

To heal and bless us both

 instead of anguish and pain.

I'm living my days alone,

 in my time of despair.

Always looking back,

 when no one did care.

When God allowed calamity

 that effected each other.

If God chose another way

 that would keep us together.

I'm filled with lots of emotion

 that plaque me in my journey.

Always looking back

 to all the people who hurt me.

Why God allowed this cruelty

 to ruin everything in my life.

If God chose another way

 to bring peace and not strife.

I'm in a helpless state,

 isolated from any hope.

Without any friends around

 and it's hard to cope. 

Why God allowed this to happen

 that led to a tragedy.

If God chose another way,

 to bring joy instead of agony.

I'm waiting for the day

 when God calls me home.

Away from this hateful world

 and where I'm not alone.

Where love always prevail

 and we are in harmony.

When Jesus will finally appear

 and we are all a family.



Friday, May 28, 2021

Wednesday, May 26, 2021

I VOLUNTEER .......

 


What can I do, what can I say?

Where do I go, show me the way.

If there is a need and workers are few.

You can send me, I'll do it for you.

If there is a way, I can lend a hand.

You can count on me, every time I can.

If there is a moment, when there is a call.

They need some help, no deed is small.

I'll always volunteer just because.

I'm willing to help for a good cause.

I'll surely help, it's the right thing to do.

I'll cheerfully give if that will help you.

I'll devote my time and all my energy.

I can also provide my talent and ability.

If there is a charity, I'll certainly chip in.

Let me know how much and to say when.

I'll contribute my services or even my time.

Any paperwork, I'll sign on the dotted line.

I'll always volunteer just because.

I'm willing to help for a good cause.



Saturday, May 22, 2021

I NEED JESUS

 


Last year was a disaster and future looked bleak.
I am a wretched sinner and I am very weak.
I'm still tormented daily with so much stress.
Now I look at myself and all I see is a mess.
What should I do now when I am depressed?
I need someone to help me during my duress.
I can't do anything which I know and confess.
Therefore I need Jesus and nothing less.
I ask you Lord to create a new heart in me.
Take out the old and now I belong to thee.
I give you my heart, take me where I need to go.
Use my hands and voice to let your people know.
You are the truth and life, there's no other way.
So I get down on my knees and I start to pray.
I give thanks to the Lord and praise him every day.
I'm looking for my Savior to please help me today.