The bible has promises more than I could memorize.
But that assurance diminished right before my eyes.
My life with CJ was like a fairy tale.
But calamity appeared that myth soon failed.
I saw her suffer and scream in agony.
Then hardship followed caused by her family.
The affliction soon followed what seemed like a curse.
Our hope was crushed, it seemed to get worse.
You made a choice that really affected me.
You allowed the evil turn our life into tragedy.
With a broken home and even broken hearts.
I saw all the malice and people torn apart.
Loved ones are gone without saying goodbye.
Tears keep flowing and watch someone die.
I had this dream we would have a happy ending.
But soon that faded when I saw her dying.
My smile is gone and no more laughter.
I still keep praying for the hereafter.
Dazed and tattered left me with more than fear.
It left me this question, what am I doing here?